Edit: archived this because i told my friends about my blog and i don't want them to see this LOL.
I hung out Rivka today which was really nice. Rainer was busy and i didn't feel like lurking around the house on my own so i thought i'd go home with someone after school, but both Zara and Cathy were off school today so me and Rivka just ended up chilling. so after school i went to hang out with her at her house for a bit, which was cool because i've actually never seen inside her house before. usually we're at someone elses house.
Rivka's house was pretty cool too, but maybe a little weird. no shade to Rivka of course. her dad is father Martin, and it was kind of weird to see him just chilling around, if you can call it 'chilling'. he doesn't strike me as a 'chill' kind of guy. something about my friends and their weird, intimidating, famous dads i guess. i don't want to talk about him too harshly because honestly feel like he just knows when someone is talking smack, and godforbid i end up in the confessional telling him that i wrote a blog post about how weird he is one day, not that i particularly plan on it. it would be kind of funny though, i wonder what he'd say. but yeah, he is kind of weird. i know i keep saying weird but really it's the best word for it. odd? offputting? strange? something like that. he's an odd guy with an odd vibe, but also maybe priests are just like that i guess. i do really hope that niether him or Rivka got the feeling that i was being weird around him though because i don't want either of them thinking i don't like him, but i'm worried i was giving off that vibe. to be fair though, i'm probably overthinking it since i didn't even talk to him that much, i literally just said like hi, and thanks for having me.
I also met Rivka's brother very briefly, he was just kind of there. he seemed nice i guess, i've seen him around before but it was the first time i actually interacted with him, by which i mean we said hi. but IDK, he seemed fine.
so anyway, me and Rivka just kind of hung out for the afternoon. she gave me a tour of her house which was cool, it was very tidy and honestly smelt a little bit like candles and laundry sheets, so like overall nice. Rivka's bedroom was nice too, it was very clean and had a desk and some nice photos and stuff on the wall.
now okay, listen. while we're talking about Rivka, i have... a theory. maybe. okay listen. i've been thinking about this a little bit recently, and BTW if you know me or any of these people personally and you're reading this no you're not you don't know any of the people i'm talking about. OKAY? don't snitch on me it's just a theory. anyway, i think, maybe, that Rivka and Zara are like into each other. maybe. i was thinking about it in context to hanging out with Rivka because she has somem photos on her walls, lots of which are of her and Zara hanging out, and i've been thinking a bit about it. i try not to pry, because maybe they just want to keep it quiet, but i think they maybe have a crush on each other. or maybe its subconcious, i don't want to pretend i know whatever they've got going on, or MAYBE i'm even just reading too far into it, which honestly is probably the case, but like. IDK. they're really close, and like... it's hard to describe, it's really more of a vibe but they just seem like it. yknow? i kind of want to ask Zara about it because i think she'd be more chill about the idea, but i don't want to assume anything and i don't want to freak anyone out, so yeah. i am writing this down though because if it ever turns out to be true i now have bragging rights, and if not oh well, egg on my face i guess.
ANYWAY. back to the regular post, we hung out and it was nice and chill, and it was nice to see her home and meet her family. Rivka said i could stay for dinner if i wanted, but i said that was all good and ended up heading home. the library was closed so i just ended up scribbling this down madly on some paper, and i'll transfer it all over next time i go. also, i had baked beans on toast for dinner.
October 14th
Edit: archived this because i told my friends about my blog and i don't want them to see this LOL.
I hung out Rivka today which was really nice. Rainer was busy and i didn't feel like lurking around the house on my own so i thought i'd go home with someone after school, but both Zara and Cathy were off school today so me and Rivka just ended up chilling. so after school i went to hang out with her at her house for a bit, which was cool because i've actually never seen inside her house before. usually we're at someone elses house.
Rivka's house was pretty cool too, but maybe a little weird. no shade to Rivka of course. her dad is father Martin, and it was kind of weird to see him just chilling around, if you can call it 'chilling'. he doesn't strike me as a 'chill' kind of guy. something about my friends and their weird, intimidating, famous dads i guess. i don't want to talk about him too harshly because honestly feel like he just knows when someone is talking smack, and godforbid i end up in the confessional telling him that i wrote a blog post about how weird he is one day, not that i particularly plan on it. it would be kind of funny though, i wonder what he'd say. but yeah, he is kind of weird. i know i keep saying weird but really it's the best word for it. odd? offputting? strange? something like that. he's an odd guy with an odd vibe, but also maybe priests are just like that i guess. i do really hope that niether him or Rivka got the feeling that i was being weird around him though because i don't want either of them thinking i don't like him, but i'm worried i was giving off that vibe. to be fair though, i'm probably overthinking it since i didn't even talk to him that much, i literally just said like hi, and thanks for having me.
I also met Rivka's brother very briefly, he was just kind of there. he seemed nice i guess, i've seen him around before but it was the first time i actually interacted with him, by which i mean we said hi. but IDK, he seemed fine.
so anyway, me and Rivka just kind of hung out for the afternoon. she gave me a tour of her house which was cool, it was very tidy and honestly smelt a little bit like candles and laundry sheets, so like overall nice. Rivka's bedroom was nice too, it was very clean and had a desk and some nice photos and stuff on the wall.
now okay, listen. while we're talking about Rivka, i have... a theory. maybe. okay listen. i've been thinking about this a little bit recently, and BTW if you know me or any of these people personally and you're reading this no you're not you don't know any of the people i'm talking about. OKAY? don't snitch on me it's just a theory. anyway, i think, maybe, that Rivka and Zara are like into each other. maybe. i was thinking about it in context to hanging out with Rivka because she has somem photos on her walls, lots of which are of her and Zara hanging out, and i've been thinking a bit about it. i try not to pry, because maybe they just want to keep it quiet, but i think they maybe have a crush on each other. or maybe its subconcious, i don't want to pretend i know whatever they've got going on, or MAYBE i'm even just reading too far into it, which honestly is probably the case, but like. IDK. they're really close, and like... it's hard to describe, it's really more of a vibe but they just seem like it. yknow? i kind of want to ask Zara about it because i think she'd be more chill about the idea, but i don't want to assume anything and i don't want to freak anyone out, so yeah. i am writing this down though because if it ever turns out to be true i now have bragging rights, and if not oh well, egg on my face i guess.
ANYWAY. back to the regular post, we hung out and it was nice and chill, and it was nice to see her home and meet her family. Rivka said i could stay for dinner if i wanted, but i said that was all good and ended up heading home. the library was closed so i just ended up scribbling this down madly on some paper, and i'll transfer it all over next time i go. also, i had baked beans on toast for dinner.
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