things have been so crazy i dont even know what to do anymore. everything with zara is so fucked. can i even talk about it here? i dont know whats safe nowadays. theres so many pieces we need to connect before everything goes to hell and we have nowhere to start pulling at threads. i thought maybe my dad had something about the church or what theyre doing left over from an old investigation i just wasn't expecting this. I remembered months ago when i found his old dickwizzard that he keeps old documents in the attic so i went up and instead of finding case files i found a box of my mums old things.

I didn't even know Rainer kept all this stuff. we never really talk about her, she died when i was still a baby. what does any of this mean??? why would he keep something like this from me?

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